Emotionally tired……………

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Emotionally tired……………

By Ms Chor Lor | September 9, 2010 | 606 views

OK, a little updates on what I have been up to.

Sorry for not posting for so long. Like I have said, I will be busy for the whole of this month, will be free, hopefully only after 3 Oct.

Emotionally tired…………

At work…..

Office going through change of management and rules and working methods. A bit messy. Tied up with so many tenders to rush out. Was quite free for a period before this. But like they predicted, Sept onwards, the property market will start to come alive again. And with the new laws by the government on properties, it’s true that many tenders are coming up now.

At home….

With my bro bringing her gf back home to sleep almost every two days, and every weekends, for the past two months. Everyday, being awoken by them at 6am, when I could have slept till 7am………that one hour really makes a lot of difference……

At play…..

Busy organising and planning for the Sgb Anni in Oct. Inviting all my friends from the GLBT, my bike frens, outside straight friends etc etc.

Busy coordinating with my performers to arrange time and date for rehearsal, yet either who or who is not free, never turn up, or postpone here and there, which until today, no proper and actual rehearsal yet…….

Anyway, has decided that this will be my last time doing a grand celebration and my last time doing show I guess. Cause if I really can get my own flat next year, from then onwards, I will be enjoying life at home everyday. And for next year, if I do buy a flat, the whole of the year, I should be busy with buying and doing up my flat.

Met up with a long time gay friend earlier for dinner. Had a long chat and catch up. Learned a lot of ugly truths and gossips which has been happening which I don’t know.

Heard from him that there had been friends who were probably pretending to be friend in front of me, but behind me, were saying bad remarks about me.

Whereas I’m not the plastic kind who will pretend to be friendly to you, if I don’t like you. I just avoid you, that’s all.

I have always tried to be an easy going person, which is why I make a lot of friends everywhere I go, even though they may not be true friends.

But I’m also sure, there are many who has always been standing by me, being there as a real friend.

Oh ya, i also found out a shocking news!!! He told me that a certain famous local actor and another famous local actor were actually married!!! Cause we happen to saw one on the TV and we talked about him.

I was shocked when I heard that haha, cause it was the least I expect!

He said they went oversea, secretly held a wedding and invited some close friends. And his friend was one of the invited. And many more other gay actors were there too……………I can’t believe that you know!!!

But I feel it was a kind of a happy news and a sweet news, that they 2 actually get marry. Of cause not the legal kind of marry lah.

When gays hold a ‘wedding’ ceremony, they just invite some close friends to a dinner and witness them exchange rings, that’s all. And of cause I’m not against them. Cause I believe that even as actors, they are still humans even if they are gays. They are entitle to their own happiness. It’s just a sad thing they can’t be open about it due to their celebrity status.

Anyway, I really long to take a short holiday after all these. To really relax my mind a bit and start planning for my next year.

So do bear with me while I go MIA for this month. My stories will be back next month I promise!

Love you!

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