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A Transgender Story Chapter 56
By Ms Chor Lor | December 1, 2011 | 785 views
How times flies……..it has been 4 years since he passed away. Ya, have been to pray him at some of those major days such as his death anniversary and Qingming festival, though not every year and everytime though.
Somehow with his death, the hatred of him in my heart dies away too. I have found peace and sanctuary in my very own home now everyday.
And it was also with his death, that motivates and strive me to save up ever since, to get away from all the unhappiness and move out of my own when I turn 35. Seriously I felt content and proud looking back, that I finally made it. And I really can’t imagine what it would have been if I had not waken up then, if I had not start saving up then, I would still be aimless and clueless about life today. And like my friends always told me so, yeah I should feel kind of happy and proud I finally have a flat to call my own today, indeed I do.
Guess many people will have a turning point of life at a certain time. I had 2. One was 4 years back, and one is now this year. Who knows, maybe I will have a 3rd one. Have you had your turning point of life yet?
I’m halfway through my whole lifetime now. The road is still long and rough ahead, and hopefully I can get through everything.
2011………it has been a very difficult and rough one for me, a year I thought of death many times, a year where many tears were dropped much more than any year of my life, a year I sat in front of the sea for 3 hours wanting to jump right in, a year I lost one of my best and closest buddy in a cruel murder.
Despite everything, it was also a year I rejoice and celebrate for having my own house.
And now, I’m ready to move on. It’s time for me to move on.
To get ready for 2012, to start a whole new life awaiting for me.
But no no, my story doesn’t end here. Next chapter onwards, a brand new chapter of my life, a brand new series which I call “Dairy of a Mistress”. Stay tuned………
Topics: A Transgender Story | 1 Comment »
December 4th, 2011 at 10:38 pm
Lady…you have come so far and if u have fucking jumped in…all your effort will be wasted..is that the freaking way u want to live your life??
Very little TG has plans for future like you…u have my support and admiration..so i wish you all the best for the coming yr.