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Still feel the burden…….

Monday, April 30th, 2012

I thought that after staying on my own, it’s already hard enough to carry the burden of my own flat and debts, but to think at my poorest and most difficult time, I still have to carry the burden of my old house even though I’m not staying there anymore. All due to the still [...]

One Year Soon……..

Wednesday, April 25th, 2012

In another month’s time, I will be 36. In an wink of an eye, had moved out into my own flat for almost a year now. And I know lots of people had been complaining that my posts are getting lesser ever since, and I admit that, well there are a few reasons to it……… [...]

You raised me up……..

Monday, March 19th, 2012

You Raised Me Up, a song by Josh Groban. An emo song that will always brings me to tear, thinking about life and all the pains. Go listen to the song, it’s nice. It makes me think of my mum. She raised a son, who eventually decides to become a woman. That kind of hurt [...]

Three Musketeers…………..

Wednesday, February 22nd, 2012

It’s not the story of the movie or story about the 3 Musketeers. It’s the story of myself and 2 other long close friends. 3 of us, longest had known since 1992 I think, which is almost 20 years now. His name is S. He had known me since I was a gay boy. We [...]

The Body………..

Tuesday, January 31st, 2012

For the whole of my life, I have met and knew many men. From online internet websites to mIRC, to those days in changi, I guessed the numbers of guys that I knew and met is by the hundreds. And among all these men, more than 90% always wants to know me, get near me [...]

The Ugly Truth……..

Monday, January 9th, 2012

Was flipping through friend’s photos the other day, when I came across an older friend’s profile. Think he is 40 or 50 plus now…..to many people, including myself, his looks does not attract at all for his present looks. But yet when I browse through his photos, I was quite shocked and impressed that he [...]

Missed my Fav Toys…….

Saturday, January 7th, 2012

Was chatting with a friend last night when we suddenly talked about one of my favorite childhood toy. He is 10 years younger than me, he was not even born yet when this toy exist. And I think maybe a lot of people never even heard of it before, and those around my age, you’d [...]